but this is not that blog, this blog is for the feelings that might actually get somewhere, that other place is only to be visited when I feel like what I say will not add to anyone's day and will not preserve the person I want to become.
so, even though I told myself, this year, I'm going to get some guts and let you know how I really feel about everything, I'm going to give you an abbreviated version and leave out the shit that doesn't deserve to be read, the kind of stuff that gets you stuck and thinking backwards. That kind of thinking is reserved for a party of one.
that kind of thinking, according to me, is meant to be thought of, thought over, and then moved away from.
and if some of you out there think im being too vague. oh well. so what? like it matters. cause it doesnt. it doesnt matter that i feel like shit today, what matters is that eventually, not now, maybe tonight or next week, I'll feel different, and that's a start.
and... end rant.
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