what if you just write out ...

... all the things that are stuck in your head, at any given moment in time.

what would be written down? what percentage of that is worry? dreaming? scheming?

how often do you think about your parents? are you thinking about how you turned out and if you made them proud?

are you thinking about timing? how much time it'll take you on the ride home to get to a certain place? how much time you have until they start judging you for doing what you want to do and not giving a shit? how much time you have till you want a baby? or a lover?

was it something you ate? do you need to shit?

are you tired?
of work?
of money?
of wasting away?
of too much beer and how you're getting fatter by the hour?

what is it? what keeps you up? are you sad? anxious? gassy?

how are you? how have you been? I mean this, I don't think I've done a good enough job lately reaching out to check in to see if you're still floating. I hope you are. I hope we all are.