life right now consists of being at work, worrying about work, worrying that I'm not right for work, and then realizing I am right for work but am overwelmed and feel the need to bore people to tears about said work.
work isn't all that bad, parts of it make me really happy, they make me feel like I've got what it takes make something great with like-miinded and motivated people... and that, in a nutshell, is my ideal work situation...
but! back to this song --- I had a conversation with an old friend from school yesterday and we were pining for when we didn't have these work conversations with ourselves... so my reponse to that was to start remembering that I'm still this kid in work clothes that's trying really hard to balance who she is becoming with who she wants to become. and the more I think about it, the more I realize, I think too much...
anyhow, today feels like a lot of songs, but it's the end of a friday and I need something light, so Tilly and the Wall sums up what it feels like to feel like a girl who's ready to grow up/let go. [Full Disclosure]I just finished Twilight, lent to me by Ms. Miller, and alls I have to say is that I've got butterflies for an Edward Cullen, so that also has influenced my music choice because it sounds like I'm reverting back to 17 today, doesn't it?
having said that, I just re-read this all and realize I sound like a rambling and confused 14 year old, instead.
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